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A sad love story...

Posted on Oct 5th, 2009 by Ohica : Dreamer Ohica

She tells me that she loves me.  I keep pushing her away.  She tells me that I am beautiful.  I wonder if she can see what I see.  I am an angel...so she claims.  I am a queen...these are  her words.  She keeps telling me that she loves me...why can't I just let her?  I am hers, she is mine...this is what she tells me.  She never wants to see me cry.  This is what she says.  She knows that tears no longer flow from these eyes, perhaps because the river has run dry.  I know that she never lies to me.  I know what she wants for me.  I know what she wants from me.  She knows me.  She loves me.  I want to let her.  Soon, so soon. 

When I look into her face, I can only see my reflection. 

Closest to my heart, yet so far out of reach.

Broken glass...and she's gone...
Evanescence - Breathe No More


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Good Day :)

Posted on Oct 7th, 2009 by Ohica : Dreamer Ohica
Today is a beautiful day,
As it is every year
What is so special about today?
What makes it so much different than yesterday?
Why is it more better-er than manyana?

Because it's my birthday! :)

Bwahaha
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Something's missing....

Posted on Oct 26th, 2009 by Ohica : Dreamer Ohica
I know now why it is hard for me to feel motivated.  I know what keeps me in the same old rut.  I know what it is that I've been waiting for.

Passion.

Nothing just grabs me by the heart and says, "Come and get me."  There are many things that I enjoy, many things that I find awe-inspiring.  But nothing that I am passionate about.

Once I figure out my passion, I think it will be easier to be motivated to stay focused on other things as well.

Hmmm....too much sitting inside myself has let this beautiful world pass me by....ah time, so steady.

We can't run out of time....it's endlessly abundant.  We can, however, run out of vitality, we can over extend our resources, our lives can be snuffed by tragedy...but time....time is eternity.  Haha so ridiculous.
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