Ugh, I'm fallin apart.  Not good.  Not good at all.

It feels good to let the crazy roam free.  Oh yes oh yes

Quite loopy this one is.  Oh yes, why yes, yes she is.

But it just feels so good.

What?! No ranting or raving?  What in the world is goin on here?

Not really worth the energy anymore.  Never really was.

One day I'll run away and be free.

Until then, I'll just lay here, letting the gentle breeze wash over me.

On a natural high.

Sweet like suga.

Peace. Bliss.

Ever get that feeling where your own presence annoys you?  Yea, it's kinda strange. 

I find your voice abrasive and unpleasant, and I just don't want to be around you right now.  Hmm maybe it's time for some psychoanalysis.  Or maybe I just need to find myself around other people more so that I notice you less.  Does that make sense?  I dunno.  Whatever.

First and foremost: I love biology, it makes my life happy.

Life.  Physics --> Chemistry --> Biology =) [lather, rinse, repeat]  

So many uncanny things go on in the vast world of biology.  Everything just fits so well.  Could it be a great design or sheer coincidence?  I think maybe it's a smidge of both.  Just start by making the elements of the elements work the way that they do and see what goes on from there.  Things aren't going so swimmingly, or just not doing what you want them to do so, a lil tweaking here, a lil tinkering there...now let it ride.  Oh yea.  What is this?  Oh snap, now it's working on its own.  Let it ride some more.  Ah, starting to get bored, let's tweak it just a bit more.  Oh, look, something new.  This is fun.  Let's see what some more tweakage can do.  Like a science experiment gone horribly right.  Oh looky looky, come to the point where it's all autonomous.  The sun, the moon, the earth.  The clouds, the ocean, the land.  Life and death.  Insane.  Hmm, time to make it a lil more interesting.  Anomalies.  Randomness.  Oh yes.  Now that is the good stuff. 

A lil random, a lil organized.  Mmm tasty.  Oh that?  That's just variety. 

Now that's just life.

Dear Universe:

I have no idea what is going on right now.  This is really weird, even for me.  Please clue me in. 

Thanks a bunch

Me

Nothing is ever perfect, for everything is always changing.

And so therein lies the beauty.

But this, we all already know.

Ah so fickle. 

And that is just life.